Good morning! Ahhh, doesn’t this cup of coffee just look so amazing and scrumptious right about now? It does to me. I just got home from a long night of working and slipped into my pajamas in bed. I decided to do a post before I take a long three hour nap. This week was sad and happy at the same time. Sad because I found out one of my 92 year old resident I took care of passed on Friday. ? He was one of my favorites and when I heard the news it made me sad and I teared up. One of the reasons why I don’t like my job is you just get too attached to these folks and it breaks my heart but I know he is in a better place and I just need to be stronger when it comes to those things. One of the other things I was coping with and trying to understand and just getting used to was, we have a resident that is 80 years old and she has Alzheimer’s Disease. I have never been around that and just did not really know what to do and how to act but this quote just opened my eyes and I wanted to share it with you.
“Do not ask me to remember, don’t try to make me understand. Let me rest and know you’re with me. Kiss my cheek and hold my hand. I’m confused beyond your concept, I’m sad and sick and lost. All I know is that I need you, to be with me at all cost. Do not lose your patience with me, do not scold or curse or cry. I can’t help the way I’m acting, I can’t be different though I try. Just remember that I need you, that the best of me is gone. Please don’t fail to stand beside me, love me ’till my life is gone.”
As soon as I read that I started crying, I know some people may think its cheesy but some of these folks don’t even have a family. It breaks my heart knowing they have absloutely no one to kiss them, hold them and give the best care they deserve. These are their last days and if that was me I would want my caregiver to give me her all in helping and taking care of me. So that being said, sorry I poured out my heart I just wanted to share a little something that went on last week.
Now for something happy. ? How was your Valentine’s day? Mine was amazing. I made a romantic dinner for my hubs and I. I found this amazing Baked Tilapia Vegetable Casserole recipe from natashaskitchen.com um y’all need to try it (party in your mouth) I made it with a side of mashed potatoes. After dinner we decided to go and watch a movie, so we watched Kingsmen. It was ok not one of my favorites. I would love to hear all about yours, leave me a comment down below. ❤️ Now back to the shoot, coffee and clothes are two of my favorites, so this post is my favorite lol. I absolutely adore this wifey sweater, I have been wearing it around the house almost everyday. Its warm and just the coziest sweater I own. I paired it with faux leather leggings and my new favorite blue booties. Oh and isn’t my hair just the bomb? Christine Bennett actually took these photos and curled my hair when she was in town. Ah you guys have no idea how much I miss my soul sister. I can’t wait to see her again, not sure when but I need to plan something soon or I’ll start twitching lol. Well I better get some rest, have an amazing rest of your Monday. I will see you soon.
Xo, Alena Gidenko
moxiefashionblog says
Omg I miss you too. And this made me cry a little. You’re the sweetest ever. I love that little quote. Love you boo
Taylor says
I’m in love with this outfit but even more in love with this post! I am so happy these people have someone as sweet and caring as you to take care of them. I will keep you and your friends in my thoughts and prayers.
Xx
Taylor
Dallastyleblog.com
alenagidenko says
Thank you so much Taylor. ?
Xo, Alena
Lacey @ My Boring Closet says
Thanks for sharing your story! Do you work in a skilled nursing facility? I happen to work for a non-profit for nurses who work in long-term care, so your thoughts definitely hit close to home, especially as someone whose grandmother suffers from dementia. Thank you for all that you do to care for our elders! You’re a real gem! xo
alenagidenko says
Yes I do. ❤️ Its so sad but I love being a caregiver. Thank you for your kind words doll.
Xo, Alena